This
Lent I have promised myself to pray more often, more deliberately, more
consistently and more thoughtfully. I know that I have tried many
approaches to prayer throughout my life with varied diligence and
consistency! As I look back, there where times when my prayerlife was
stronger...but I didn't necessarily know it at the time! I know that I have felt happier and more peaceful when I'm praying each day...and preferably using a prayer journal to write my prayer, reflect on Scripture, ask the Lord questions and try to listen to what He is telling me.
I have filled up quite a few prayer journals...but there are some times when I have strayed and fought to get back on track...and I think that this is one of those times.
Sometimes I have resorted to Lenten resolutions or gimmicks to get myself back on track. (More about prayer gimmicks to come in future posts!)
With a particularly bumpy start...it looks like this Lent is going to be one of those times.
Inspired by the 3 times I have been on the Lightweigh,
I recognize the importance of checking in everyday and keeping myself
accountable to my commitments...even if I have to resort to a checklist
to keep track.
Somehow a checklist motivates me...I'm not sure why.
Does anyone else understand that?
Before Lent started this year, I was already trying something new. I picked up a spiral-bound daytimer calendar at the dollar store. I like it because there are only about 2 days per page, with lines to write on and even little check-circles to check. The calendar is not specific to any year...it has the months and the dates, but not the day of the week. I'm using it to keep track of how I meet my goals each day:
- prayer-time
- exercise
- portions
- no 2nds (do vegetables count?)
- no snacking
- who I'm praying for
- ...and what I'm sacrificing (for those intentions)
This is a big list for me (and notice how THREE of them have to do with food?) As much as I'd like to simplify...the whole
list of options keeps me hopeful that somehow I'll be able to check off
at least a couple each day!
I'm also trying to write ...even a little snippet about the Scripture or spiritual reading that got my attention that day. These days...that would be either from Scripture, particularly John's Letters, Surrender by Fr Larry Richards OR A Book of Saints for Catholic Moms by Lisa Hendey
Does this make sense to anyone else?


























